What we
know about love, is it a feeling which we feel for someone, is it a thought
which can hallucinate us for wonderland where everything is according to our
will, is it a movie which has multiple happy endings.
The most
famous love stories contains most of those where the lead pair never meets at
last, one among them either die or they both goes separate ways for one
another. So does love is all about emptiness and despair for the rest of the
life.
In all
those love stories, of which I was or I am part, the pair never becomes the
pair. But there was always hope for the meet. Some have attitude problem, some
has personality problem, few have confusion, few had wrong approach, and there
are many other reasons.
Well, the
story I am going to tell you is all I can understand about love:
There was a
boy who went to study far away from his home. The intention was pure, to
achieve good marks, to have degree, to have job and happy Life for his parents
and himself.
But time
always has boon and bane for everybody. In the educational institution, he met
a girl. Although He has seen many others in his surroundings, he has talked to
many of them, he has many female friends, so basically women was not a new
thing for him.
But she
stays in his thoughts like a eruption in a volcano. Whenever he sees her, he
got lost. He tried to forget her but she keeps coming back. He started singing,
watching romantic movies, talking with smile. All of a sudden, the world was a
beautiful place.
Now the
question was what was happening. He then goes to the girl and ask for
friendship. She accepted. He talks to her whenever he saw her anywhere near. She
also replies with a gentle smile.
But he
could not understand what his feelings were, also there was another question,
what she feels about him. So one day he decided to ask her about all these.
Then he saw
her talking and smiling to someone else. He got angry and then he stopped
himself. Why am I angry, he thought? Later that day, he told her all his
feelings and said, can you say what is wrong with me. She left silently. After that
she was not present anywhere near him. He inquired but she was not found.
He started
missing classes, he did not ate properly, and he felt responsible for her
disappearance.
“Did I do
something wrong, am I late for the first chance, why I am not feeling well, she
did not ask for anything, neither have I. all I asked was about feelings”. The time
passes by and the pain became the habit. Yet he pulled himself together and
started working for his future.
Few years
later, they met at a business conference. Both were guest lecturers of that
event. He managed to somehow acquire the degree and got a job at well-known
company. After the seminar, he goes to her to meet. She was with the same
person with whom he saw her before. She introduced that person as her husband. They
got married just around the end of last year.
The boy
still has the feelings for Girl. But that woman was married to someone else,
happily.
She told
him that she also had the same feelings for that person for a long time and on
that day, they decide to spent their life together. It was her last day in that
institution. When the boy said her about all those feelings, she decided not to
extend the hope further for him. She left quietly.
He returned
to the hotel and took the next flight to return to his work, to his studio
apartment which has drawings of her with no faces. he then drew a face which he completed peacefully
