Thursday, November 20, 2014

just like that.......

What we know about love, is it a feeling which we feel for someone, is it a thought which can hallucinate us for wonderland where everything is according to our will, is it a movie which has multiple happy endings.

The most famous love stories contains most of those where the lead pair never meets at last, one among them either die or they both goes separate ways for one another. So does love is all about emptiness and despair for the rest of the life.

In all those love stories, of which I was or I am part, the pair never becomes the pair. But there was always hope for the meet. Some have attitude problem, some has personality problem, few have confusion, few had wrong approach, and there are many other reasons.

Well, the story I am going to tell you is all I can understand about love:

There was a boy who went to study far away from his home. The intention was pure, to achieve good marks, to have degree, to have job and happy Life for his parents and himself.

But time always has boon and bane for everybody. In the educational institution, he met a girl. Although He has seen many others in his surroundings, he has talked to many of them, he has many female friends, so basically women was not a new thing for him.

But she stays in his thoughts like a eruption in a volcano. Whenever he sees her, he got lost. He tried to forget her but she keeps coming back. He started singing, watching romantic movies, talking with smile. All of a sudden, the world was a beautiful place.

Now the question was what was happening. He then goes to the girl and ask for friendship. She accepted. He talks to her whenever he saw her anywhere near. She also replies with a gentle smile.
But he could not understand what his feelings were, also there was another question, what she feels about him. So one day he decided to ask her about all these.

Then he saw her talking and smiling to someone else. He got angry and then he stopped himself. Why am I angry, he thought? Later that day, he told her all his feelings and said, can you say what is wrong with me. She left silently. After that she was not present anywhere near him. He inquired but she was not found.

He started missing classes, he did not ate properly, and he felt responsible for her disappearance.
“Did I do something wrong, am I late for the first chance, why I am not feeling well, she did not ask for anything, neither have I. all I asked was about feelings”. The time passes by and the pain became the habit. Yet he pulled himself together and started working for his future.

Few years later, they met at a business conference. Both were guest lecturers of that event. He managed to somehow acquire the degree and got a job at well-known company. After the seminar, he goes to her to meet. She was with the same person with whom he saw her before. She introduced that person as her husband. They got married just around the end of last year.

The boy still has the feelings for Girl. But that woman was married to someone else, happily.

She told him that she also had the same feelings for that person for a long time and on that day, they decide to spent their life together. It was her last day in that institution. When the boy said her about all those feelings, she decided not to extend the hope further for him. She left quietly.

He returned to the hotel and took the next flight to return to his work, to his studio apartment which has drawings of her with no faces. he then drew a face which he completed peacefully  


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